The Cauldron

Well at least you have a job Rhapsody. I'm not back in school yet, but am dealing with a couple of issues that are really frustrating and make me want to pull my hair out. I'm also trying to find my first job, one that is decent and not too hectic.

I'm also trying to decide whether if I want to go to College or not, and what career if I do go to College. Web Designing is something I recently got into last year, but still in the lower works. I was also thinking about becoming a Librarian, and did a lot of research into it. I would have to take a 4-year class of Informative Science to earn a 4-Year Master's Degree, but even before that I will have to take regular classes and the ones I fear the most is Math and Science, which is my worst subjects and my worst fears.

I also need to buy myself a new computer, and new tires. But I also want to get myself a nice scanner and perhaps a digital camera... I feel like I'm at a pit-stop.

*Anxious.*

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"Fire-child, star-child, what is kel? Sword-bearers, song-weavers, that is kel."
-The Faded Sun trilogy by C.J.Cherryh.
My Avatar is my cat, Niun.
*Keeper of The Dictionary of All Symphony of Ages Knowledge & The Ven Polypheme Dictionary Guide.*

Optimistic!

My budget lets me go shopping today

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"And then upsp'ke the Fairy Queen,
'Tam Lin, if I had known,
I would have pulled out both your eyes,
To give you eyes of stone.'"

Close-to-a-rage!! I stayed up to 5 am last night trying to get my stupid IPod to sink, and all it that was wrong with it was a stupid faulty USB wire. Now I'm mad and sleep deprived.

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"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."
~Edgar Allan Poe
"Darest thou now O Soul, Walk out with me toward the unknown region, Where neither ground is for feet Nor any path to follow."
~Walt Whitman
~Avatar made by Me, madhatter.

Aching!
I had a really good couple of days, stayed over at my boyfriend's, but achey for being so very tired (didn't sleep a lot, stayed up really late watching DVDs with some friends.) and not having slept on a proper bed. It was good though.

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*Content.*

For now...

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"Fire-child, star-child, what is kel? Sword-bearers, song-weavers, that is kel."
-The Faded Sun trilogy by C.J.Cherryh.
My Avatar is my cat, Niun.
*Keeper of The Dictionary of All Symphony of Ages Knowledge & The Ven Polypheme Dictionary Guide.*

Hungry!!

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"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."
~Edgar Allan Poe
"Darest thou now O Soul, Walk out with me toward the unknown region, Where neither ground is for feet Nor any path to follow."
~Walt Whitman
~Avatar made by Me, madhatter.

Scared! Or rather, making this face: .

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Tired.

Just woke up and got my cup of coffee!

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"Fire-child, star-child, what is kel? Sword-bearers, song-weavers, that is kel."
-The Faded Sun trilogy by C.J.Cherryh.
My Avatar is my cat, Niun.
*Keeper of The Dictionary of All Symphony of Ages Knowledge & The Ven Polypheme Dictionary Guide.*

Antsy and Impatient!

I was told the relocation company was going to call me today, it's 3PM and no call yet...lets get this moving!  For those that don't know, I am relocating out of state.

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Avi is my family crest.

Off.

 

I don’t know what it is, I just don’t feel myself. I just finished finally reading Twilight and New Moon, so I am very tired (I read instead of sleeping two nights ago) but can’t sleep now.

Arachnophobic.
I woke up, about 10 minutes later I thought I saw a shadow on my pillow, prodded it to find out, turned out to be a medium-large spider.

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Oh, Noonaa, speaking of spiders...last night I was reading on my bed, and all of a sudden I feel something on my arm. I thought it was my hair tickling me, but I look...there was the biggest Daddy Long-leg I have seen in a long time. Well, you can imagine my reaction. I yelp and jump up like I had been stabbed with a hot poker. And then I killed it. I'm not even afraid of spiders. But I like my personal space. As long as the spiders stay on the other side of the room, I'm fine. It was quite an escapade. :D

On-topic: Zen

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"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."
~Edgar Allan Poe
"Darest thou now O Soul, Walk out with me toward the unknown region, Where neither ground is for feet Nor any path to follow."
~Walt Whitman
~Avatar made by Me, madhatter.

Noonaa wrote:

Arachnophobic.
I woke up, about 10 minutes later I thought I saw a shadow on my pillow, prodded it to find out, turned out to be a medium-large spider.

*What Val says on here: Oh my, that must have been interesting.*

*What Val was actually thinking: ACCCKKKK!!!!*

When Sashia was about 5 or 6 years old, I was sitting on our sofa working on her Halloween costume when she started saying, "Mommy, mommy..." I kept telling her just a minute, and she kept on calling me. Aggravated, I finally looked up and (in a rather exasperated voice) said "What IS it? I told you just a minute!" As I looked up though, I realized that she was staring not at me but at a spot next to me on the sofa. I looked over to find a HUGE black spider right next to me. I must have jumped three feet off that sofa and let out a scream that had my neighbors (we lived in an apartment at the time) running to see if I was okay. I have a feeling that I started my daughter's fear of spiders that day.

To wake up to one on my pillow? OMG! I would probably have a stroke right there! *shivers*

Now, back to that topic: excited

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Elwood: It's 106 miles to Chicago, we got a full tank of gas, half a pack of cigarettes, it's dark, and we're wearing sunglasses.
Jake: Hit it. ~ The Blues Brothers (1980)

Well right now,, i am pretty tired ....I just turned in my keys to move out of my old apartment today and it has taken me all week of exhausting labor to get done...I haven't even got to start "The Floating Island" yet!!!(which I got in the mail Mon!!) Other than that I am very excited being that I am going to the beach tomorrow! woo! (major reading time!!)

I do apologize that I couldn't find one word to describe this :)

*shudder*
That must have been terrible Val! I can totally understand why you reacted like you did!
I didn't scream, I just ran and got my mum! I've not really spent any time in my bedroom since, though...
MH, ack! Ugh, that must have been horrible too! Personal space indeed!

On topic: Apprehensive. I've been somehow convinced that going camping tomorrow for 3 days is a good idea...

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Sounds scary, Val

On topic: Ravenous. I just moved 2 heavy boxes of magazines that were invading my space and was scared that one would drop on top of my toes and crush them. Moving heavy things was hard and made me really, really hungry since I had no breakfast.

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"And then upsp'ke the Fairy Queen,
'Tam Lin, if I had known,
I would have pulled out both your eyes,
To give you eyes of stone.'"

Exhausted

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"All that we see or seem is but a dream within a dream."
~Edgar Allan Poe
"Darest thou now O Soul, Walk out with me toward the unknown region, Where neither ground is for feet Nor any path to follow."
~Walt Whitman
~Avatar made by Me, madhatter.

Uncontained (there has got to be a better word for that!)

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"And then upsp'ke the Fairy Queen,
'Tam Lin, if I had known,
I would have pulled out both your eyes,
To give you eyes of stone.'"

*Bushed*

Went to Wally World to get new tires and mount them, took two hours and my family and me had to wander around the store during that time. My dad got a little crazy by taking one of the electric scooters and riding around the food aile while I tried not to pretend I knew him.

The looks on everyones faces was priceless though!

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"Fire-child, star-child, what is kel? Sword-bearers, song-weavers, that is kel."
-The Faded Sun trilogy by C.J.Cherryh.
My Avatar is my cat, Niun.
*Keeper of The Dictionary of All Symphony of Ages Knowledge & The Ven Polypheme Dictionary Guide.*

Lol, Mri That's amazing

*Sleepy*

I woke up at 7 AM. That's not usual for me. It's because 1) we're going out for breakfast and 2) I had a strange innate sense today that told me we were out of toilet paper, and it was bugging me in my sleep

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"And then upsp'ke the Fairy Queen,
'Tam Lin, if I had known,
I would have pulled out both your eyes,
To give you eyes of stone.'"